I’m hoping that if a little bit more time on my hands, I’ll start to write more music and playing more music. I’m in a better place where I understand what my music and writing mean to me. It’s a good thing, and my mind can be at peace.
I am not trying to take it anywhere or trying to pursue anything with it. I just really, really want to think about my music and what it means to me.
No more over analyzing or overthinking what phrases mean. Or thinking about what other people think about it.
Touring has made me realize that I was not meant to live my life as a musician. And I’m totally ok with that. Truly OK with that.
Touring has made me realize more of my strengths and weaknesses. Made me realize what I want more out of life. But I’m starting to see more and more what my purpose is in this world.